It's been a difficult month, and I hit a real depression this past week. I don't know, I was pretty messed up. Not physically, but mentally. It was like I was going down an endless and deep hole. I was giving up, if I haven't already. I was restless. I couldn't eat, I couldn't sleep more than a few hours a night, and there were times when I just couldn't stop crying.

My life is a domino effect of things falling apart, but I can't let life kick my ass.