Long time no see.

I'm going to start blogging on here again. As outdated as it may seem, writing has definitely gotten me through some of my most difficult times. I've always found it to be one of the best ways to help me cope, and it also allows me to see my personal growth after overcoming one obstacle after another.

You can't get the relationship you need from someone who's not ready to give it to you. And I know it's hard when your heart has labeled that someone you can spend forever with.

"Thanks for being for me" 

Cultivate your circle and only let certain people in.

You can be open, honest and real while still understanding that not everyone deserves a seat at the table of your life.

"Excellence is never an accident. It is the result of high intention, sincere effort, intelligent direction, skillful execution, and the vision to see obstacles as opportunities"

I deserve the damn world. That is something that I honestly believe. I have such a good heart, and I deserve someone that knows exactly what they have when they have it and not when it's already gone.

It doesn't take all day to recognize sunshine. I know my worth, it's disappointing that you didn't see it until I decided to walk away. 

I feel like you had some big life change. Everytime you say something it starts with "I used to"

I've done a lot of maturing over the years, and it's always interesting to see just how far I've come.

You never cared.

And you never asked.

Until I stopped replying to you.

Now you'll never know.