I'm ready to forgive most to all from my past and to mend what was disconnected, completely severed, or slightly bruised.

I've had many years to laugh at and reflect upon myself, and maul over things and people that once caused unease.

I'm better.

And ready.

More than before, at least.

I'm glad I met you because my anchors and problems don't feel as heavy or problematic with you by my side.

That's important --
To have somebody who listens, and reminds me that I'm never going through anything alone.

Because, believe me, you can feel alone in a "relationship"

You changed my life.

I really miss you, grandma.

Past friendships

I have flashbacks about past friendships and it kills me to know that I opened up to people who found it so easy to leave me. That's why I'm thankful for the person that I am today. I may be a bitch and my walls may be higher than towers, but I'm okay with that. There are old friends that didn't deserve to know me the way that they did, and I'm never going to let that happen again.

Long time no post

A lot has happened with me.

As much as I've tried to pour my thoughts out, I never seemed to find the right words. Writers block, I guess you could say.

I got all I need when I got you and I

I look around me, and see a sweet life

I'm stuck in the dark but you're my flashlight

You're getting me through the night

Can't stop my heart when you're shining in my eyes

I can't lie, it's a sweet life

Over the years, I have improved my ability to distance from/leave behind the people and situations that make me unhappy or angry, and that makes me pretty proud. And a whole lot happier.