I slayed the day today.

I had a surge of positive energy from the moment I woke up this morning. I felt inspired to believe that good things are in store, and I'm working on nurturing this hopeful feeling. I need to take the time to start new ventures that excite me, and spend time with the people who make me smile. This is an auspicious time and the world is my oyster.

Sidenote: After no contact and not seeing one another, today was the first time I saw him in a week. I've been managing my schedule so that we don't collide, but I've come to recognize that when they do I can't let it get in the way of my hustle. Therefore, if that means I have to work with him once or twice a week I'll be okay.

I noticed he kept looking at me throughout our shift, though. It made me wonder what he was thinking about, or if he was waiting for me to approach him. I wish I could say we struck up a conversation here and there, but we didn't. We said our hello's when we first bumped into each other in the alley, and then I said my good bye and thank you with my tip out.

..... The second I clocked out and walked out is the same second I came to terms that we really are over.

It's true what they say: "Spend time with those who make you forget to look at your phone"

I recently deleted my Snapchat, and currently in the thought process of doing the same with Instagram. There's so much more to life than showcasing to others what I'm doing and capturing moments through a lens. Why can't we just simply embrace these moments as they happen?

Doing so has allowed me to spend more time being present rather than constantly wondering and viewing what everyone else is up to. I find it to be a good thing after this break-up. I'm working on being comfortable alone again, and it helps not to see what he or our mutual friends are doing. For now, I need to invest as well as focus time on myself. Baby steps, am I right?

Long time no see.

I'm going to start blogging on here again. As outdated as it may seem, writing has definitely gotten me through some of my most difficult times. I've always found it to be one of the best ways to help me cope, and it also allows me to see my personal growth after overcoming one obstacle after another.

You can't get the relationship you need from someone who's not ready to give it to you. And I know it's hard when your heart has labeled that someone you can spend forever with.